Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Snow...snow...cold....yuck.....

I'm so over winter the cold weather and snow.. Yesterday by noon temp was -4 when I woke up it was -10!! 

I worked Saturday night and we watched weather to see winter storm warning in our area. At midnight no snow. Ran a call at 4am just a dusting. Ran another call at 6am and this. 
This was on a main highway only a partial set of tracks other than ours. After our call less than 20 min later our tracks were gone!! We made it back to base and it continued to fall hard. 
I left work a hour later than normal thinking they would have made at least one pass over the roads with the snow plow but nope. 
This was same road as first pic and was more snow covered than before at least it was daylight so I could tell landmarks and know where to drive. 
Snow up to my knees in most places and where drifts were was up thigh high!! I hadn't seen a snow like this since I was a kid!! My kids wanted to go play we lasted maybe 45 minutes. 
Nathan wasnt a fan once he stepped in a drift and lost a boot!
Lot of upper body workout with shoveling and pushing snow to get to cars to clean them off! My boss called me Sunday night to say not to come in. In 10 years of working here she's never done that. 
This was the warm temp of the day ha ha ha. I could never live somewhere that has snow and temps like this all year. I like the occasional snow and cold then return to regular winter temps of 20-30's...
Roads are still not real clear most are packed and slick and weather guy says more snow coming tomorrow night. 
I also work tomorrow night. I'm starting to see a trend each time I pick up extra shifts it snows ices or sleets....

Thursday, January 2, 2014

2013 in Review

I had debated on doing a year in review thinking it wouldn't be as awesome as others I have been reading. I didn't go on any fancy vacations or have any major break thorough on workouts or races. But then realized I should do it just to have the memories all in one spot on my blog for later if I want to look back.

January: I had decided to sign up and do 13 races in 2013 at the time sounded like a great thing and knew I should have time and most may be virtual. (in reality I think I did 3 races... But life got crazy busy in ways I never knew possible) Also in January I officially joined the fire department. I had been "on" there for a long time but was made official with a number and pager in January :)

Little did I know that the picture below from Christmas 2012 be the last picture of my Grandparents together for a major holiday. I was happy he had made it past the heart attack and scheduled for kidney removal in mid January. Which he made it thru that just fine. I learned then with all the late nights early mornings lack of sleep that I could survive in the world of EMS :)

 February: First part of February we took the boys to Monster Jam to see the Monster Trucks. It was Blakes second time and Nathan's first and they LOVED IT!!! I was also busy in sharing and helping with the first ever Freezin for a Reason Race that would be held later in February. It was for one of my friends who had cancer and was also a paramedic at St James Ambulance (now my my second job) if anyone would have asked me then if I expected to be working there I would have laughed.


The race was fun I stepped way out of my comfort zone and a good time.



The water at the end was super cold but I'd do it again for the same cause. I still get laughed at for doing the plunge by my coworkers and local fire department. I am glad I stepped out of my comfort zone and did the race dressed up and took part in the final challenge.

March: It started out just like any other month then greatness happened. March 15 I was hired at St. James Ambulance was a shock to everyone and to me! I was ecstatic that I landed a part time job at my dream place I always wanted to work. However orientation was not so fun I had to fight tooth and nail to earn my place with everyone. Happy to say that I finally feel I have made it at least 98% of the way.

April: I took a vacation day to participate in a docudrama with the Ambulance, Fire Dept and St. James High School. Was a mock vehicle wreck that we made look very very realistic to teach students not to drive under the influence and not to text and drive. I was excited and nervous and stressed myself out all at the same time. It was a fun day glad I participated in it and myself and one of the medics ended up on the front page of the local paper!


 
Here is the one that made the front page of the paper. I for some reason can't get the other ones to upload.
April: Was the month I turned 30 I wasn't to happy about that but was to busy to stress to long over it. 
 
May: Is a month I want to forget.... I won an entry in to the Fugitive Run for Memorial Weekend. Well it didn't go so well and ended up breaking the bone right above my ankle. Was out of commission for  weeks. Wasn't able to work ambulance job which really sucked no walking no working out no running.
 
June: Not much of anything since I couldn't do much at all....
 
July: first week in July dr released me to start walking and I begged to be released to go back to work with Ambulance. I may have pushed to hard to soon but I was ready to get on with my life. I returned to work second week in July still sore but happy to be back. My running and working out was still on back burner. I was worried I would re break it or step wrong and in fact I still have that fear.
July Blake had a birthday and we surprised him by taking the day off work and taking him and Nathan to the zoo.




August was another busy month working both jobs as well as helping with auctions. I did get talked in to a 5k with a group of friends who had never done a race before. I was worried I couldn't do it or keep up. My husband did the race with me and it was his first and well lets just say he realized it was a bit harder than he thought it would be... We all survived and I didn't come in last which was my goal!


Ya I know my eyes are closed in first picture and you can see the sweat all over from how humid it was. But I was glad to have conquered my first race back since injury as well as sharing the day with close friends and my husband.
End of August was also when my grandpa was diagnosed with myloid acute leukemia and had opted to not do treatments and was given weeks left to live. 
September: More work work work and Nathan's birthday



He had a fun day :) I also did standby at the local fall festival for demo derby which was a fun night.
Middle part of September my Grandpa wanted to give the boys their Christmas present early since he wouldn't be here for Christmas. They each got one of his tractors.


Also Kenny and I walked in the 12 hour relay for life event with some friends and we walked 14 miles that day :)
Picture at the end of the night with one of my bestest closest friends ever.
October: Month started off not so well. Grandpa passed on October 1st. Not a great way to start the month but it was time, he had suffered long enough and was ready to go. It was a very hard time and something I still haven't fully dealt with. I had stayed busy all the way up to it and helped grandma take care of him of a night. I was there when the funeral home came and got him and helped take him out. Went back to being super busy with work trying to run from dealing with things.
End of the month was Halloween and I was able to take the kids to several places with the kids from daycare.
November: Well the first week went well then we got an unexpected phone call that my husband's grandma passed away. We were totally not expecting or ready to deal with another family death so soon.
Blake went hunting for youth deer season and got his first ever deer and a mighty nice buck at that!

Thanksgiving was bittersweet missing to important family members but we had lots of family and close friends to celebrate it with us which helped greatly.

December: Still wasn't ready for holidays but knew they were coming weather I liked it or not so I sucked it up and made the best of it. The kids had fun helping decorate the tree and waiting to see what santa brought.


 
 
Also in December was my first ever St. James Ambulance Christmas party. Which ended up being a lot of fun. 





The year had a lot of good some bad and some very busy times. But all in all it was a good year it made me grow as a person. I wouldn't trade working two jobs for anything well unless both could be in the EMS field :) I have gained lots of self confidence at my second job which is filtering in to my everyday life and self. I want 2014 to be a great year. I am still working on some goals and will make a post later this week with those.



Friday, December 27, 2013

Christmas 2014

This was a busy busy Christmas and also another hard holiday emotionally. I stayed busy thinking I could run from the lingering thoughts that we would be two grandparents short at our family dinner as well as noticing there were two less gifts to buy this year. Addressing my grandma's card was hard saying to Grandma instead of to Grandpa and Grandma. As I am sure it was hard for her to sign her cards to  us with just her name after 60 years of signing both names.

I worked Christmas Eve night at the ambulance many people criticized me for working on a holiday. Yes it was a holiday but I would be working while my kids were sleeping and home right after they woke up on Christmas Day. I honestly didn't mind working on the holiday when you are in fire ems or law you know there will always be a chance you are away from home on holidays. My kids told me to keep a look out for Santa when I was out and about on calls and transfers.

My partner that evening was really fun and cool. It was one of the last shifts he would work there since he is moving. Not long after I got there we got a call to take a patient from a local ER to a bigger hospital in Columbia. We were thinking well at least its fairly early in the night we will be back before 2am and able to get some sleep. In fact it ended up being one of the most memorable (in a good way) and best transfers I had ever had and I think it was the same for my partner. I can't go in to detail but lets just say that the guy was very old but wise and talked to my partner whole 1.5 hour drive as well as talked to me before and after the drive. Think he made us both think about some stuff and was a real blessing to have taken him on Christmas Eve. Heck he even gave me a compliment that I had nice hair...

As we left that hospital we talked about our patient for a bit and we were both just amazed at how it had went. I felt like it was a blessing of sorts for us to have taken this person and spent Christmas Eve with him. I needed a good shift after some rough ones and I am glad to have had it with the partner I was with that night as we had some rough times working together when I was first hired.

I got home a little after 8 Christmas Morning and the boys had just woke up. They were excited that Santa came and excited to show me my big gift.
I had wanted a bike ever since we moved in to the new house since we live on a gravel road. Blake had been begging me to get one so we could ride together and was super excited that I now have one. Now if the weather would just warm up a little so I can ride with him and hope I still remember how to ride!

The blue ones were from Santa and the boys loved the John Deere wrapping paper.


Blake wouldn't take a normal picture he wanted a silly one taken with the tree. Nathan however was happy to stand there and smile.




Blake was excited Santa got him the General Lee car as well as a Under Armor Camo sweatshirt he wanted DS game and a movie along with other things. Nathan was excited for his new boots Santa brought him that were just like bubbas.

After we cleaned up that mess I started in cooking Christmas dinner we would have my mom, stepdad, grandma and Kenny's mom, brother and his girlfriend over for dinner.  Nathan wanted to help with something so I let him ice the cupcakes and it took him over an hour but he iced all 24 on his own.
While dinner was cooking and our families arrived we went ahead and did gift exchange with them as well. I had ordered all the grandparents photo calenders for 2014 and my grandma loved hers. It was hard putting pictures of the boys with my grandpa in there but I know that its memories she will cherish as well.

The boys got lots more toys cars trucks and clothes. Which are all piled in various places in the house..... We had a good dinner and by the time dinner was done I was wore out tired and trying really hard not to let it show. I did sit down when most everyone had left and took a short nap watching a movie with Nathan.

It was a good Christmas and hard to believe its over and that the year is almost over. I will have to do a post of the year in review and a post on my goals for 2014.



Monday, December 23, 2013

Weekly Chase

I can't believe its two days before Christmas where oh where did the year go!!!! I work office job til noon on Christmas Eve then work ambulance the rest of the day and night and get home at 8:30 Christmas morning.

Last week my goals were:

1-Drink more water I drink at least 80oz a day but would like to up it since I have been having an extra soda now and then. Water stayed the same but I didn't drink as much soda.

2-Get workouts in this week would really like to give the T25 videos a try bought them a couple months ago never opened them....Yeah that didn't happen.

3-Continue to bring healthy lunch daily and to fix healthy dinners at home at night. Did ok with this until the weekend and ended up working a 48 hour shift that wasn't scheduled so I had breakfast at the local diner, mexican and Jimmy Johns as my only food for 3 days.

4-Wrap all the Christmas gifts not a fitness goal but one that I need to quit procrastinating on. All but the photo calenders wrapped and they will be done today on my lunch break.

5-Aim for 55 HBBC points this week have been between 30-50 most weeks I need to get some good workouts in to step it up. I had quite a few points from working the structure fire Tuesday night was out there for 3.5 hours constantly moving carrying hose running hose lines etc. Major Major Major fail.....


Goals for this week:
1-Not stress about the holiday and cooking a big dinner. Working the night before and not having that time to prep food means I will be rushing to cook instead of watching the boys open gifts from santa and us :(

2-Drink lots of water this week. I know that working 45 hours on full time job then 48 for the weekend and back at it today at regular job I need to stay hydrated or I will end up sick.

3-Continue to build my self confidence and courage at my second job.

4-Find a way to spend some time with the kids this week with the busy schedules and holiday.

Friday, December 20, 2013

A compliment maybe...???

This has been one of those weeks to test every ounce of patience and strength I have.... But it's finally Friday.
Last night I had scheduled an hour long massage after work. Partly because I thought it may help mood and other part my gift certificate expires at end of month. 
Seems each time I go I get a different person which was the case last night. I always had people who had a dark quiet room soft music playing and they didn't day much during the hour. Oh no not last night I had a lady who talked whole time. Not bad but just wanted quiet last night. She was nice and did an awesome job told me she was trained in Hawaii which was pretty cool so she has some different techniques. 
As she was massaging my back and shoulders she told me I have a lot of muscle especially for a girl. Ok no one has ever said such and I was thinking is this good or bad.. Told me that being so muscular was good but made the knots a bit harder to work out. When she was massaging my legs she commented on my right strong calf and thigh muscles. By this time I was thinking oh no what have I got in to.. Never have I had anyone one compliment me for my muscles I dislike my legs they still have lots of jiggle and well I can't see my back but assume its jiggly too. I did leave her a great tip since she did awesome. 
The massage helped my soreness but not really my mood. I picked the kids up and headed home we had gifts to wrap for their friends at daycare and well that was a trip! Nathan wanted to wrap two all on his own. 
I let my control ways go and let him have at it he wrapped two and was proud. Blake wrapped a couple but was grumpy whole time. (It's been a tough week with him and I'm not sure why). 
By that time it was 8 I sent them to bed and I crashed shortly there after on the couch. 

Tonight I hope Kenny is home to share the parenting (been solo on that every evening this week) and want to make lots of cookies with the kids some for Santa and some for Christmas dinner. 


Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Random phone photos


Been awhile since I've posted random photos from my phone.  
Last Tuesday night around 10pm got a fire page for a house fire. Ended up being right across the hwy from the fire station. 
We were there for several hours and it was COLD!
A couple mornings later saw this pretty sunrise on the way to drop kids off. 
We did get our tree up and decorated went with all red balls this year with the exception of the two ornaments I got for the boys. 
I worked Friday night and we had snow and ice which resulted in lots of ambulance calls. I took these two pictures Saturday morning when we were done with a call. 6 hours before we only had ice woke up to lots of snow 
When I finally got off work found our road to look like this it was so much prettier when I knew I was almost home ;)
Then my best friend just "had" to send this pic of where she lives.
I returned the favor with snow pictures. 
I couldn't find Nathan this evening and after looking I moved my blanket and found him...